I keep meeting people so often who speak of their depression, drug dependency (legal medication) and their desire to get out of the dependency on the medication. It almost seems like taking medication depresses them more than their depression, or the unresolved issues that lead them to a doctor's office who prescribed the medication, as a last resort.

It breaks my heart when I see people so lost and feeling so helpless. Yesterday I heard of a man who swallowed a jar of Advil pills to end his existence. Now he is a mental asylum and has an impending case of him for attempted suicide. So he comes out of a hospital to be taken to jail.It tears me apart to know that when there is so much love, beauty and abundance in the life, in this world, and then there are some who find it hard to see and experience all this love and beauty.

We can always go back to finding the cause of why some suffer in their pain, and some march on. As a sub-conscious behaviorist I know that it all begins with low-esteem which was embedded into us by our primary caregivers and environment created by family, friends, well wishers, school system, extended family, the religions and news. To me the only thing that ever gives hope is movies where there is poetic justice and the victory of good over evil, where the underdog does rise and shine. Each of us identify with the hero who is battered through life to become the champion in the end, and lead his tribe to ever lasting joy.

Why is it some get inspired, and others just toss it aside as another tale? Children are born with no concept of fear. They trust their caregivers with everything for all their needs but what happens over time? Fear is an acquired habit, which intensifies with time. Modern day meta-physicists and conscious seekers are working on growing their own tribe where we can experience more love, have more options and create our reality by getting closer to the truth, as it exists, oneness, love!

But where does the person who is now in the clutches of the medication and feeling worse because someone told them that medications make it worse go? What are their options? Is it a downward spiraling journey?

I would love to believe that through education, and media exposure, and everyone doing their part allows each of us to believe that we have to reach out before we take the drug. Stop the blame game and take responsibility. Everyday people need to know that there are those out there who can help them without the medication.

The insurance companies should focus on getting their clients healthy and keeping them healthy. The focus should not be focussed on pumping more drugs into a drugged up nation. The doctors and I know many of them who practice holistic approaches themselves but would not recommend it to a client, since the insurance will not cover it. People are left to the dictates of the insurance companies and pharmaceutical industries. This is unfair, when the citizens of the land of the free and home of the brave, are being hit below the belt and left with no choices.

In conclusion all I will say is .... God bless America! and May God bless my beloved Americans!